Georgia, what a nice visual! I prefer the blue bucket thank you very much. I have to say, from everything you have written, you have really been through it with treatment, you've seemed to have had it all, from the get go. And here you are, d o n e. What a great thing to celebrate on independence day.

The lovely psych stuff caused by the ribaviron stays for quite a bit after treatment is finished. I'm almost 4 months off and I'm just starting to get a bit of a grip. I had a bizarro experience with the tears also. When I got my first post tx test results back and they were good, the doc got so excited and the other doc hugged me and I was looking at them like wtf, of course they are good. Two or so days later, I was sitting on the end of the bed and I started bawling. It was the first time I was willing to admit to myself how difficult treatment really had been and how scared I was that it wouldn't work. Denial isn't always a bad thing.

I felt very much the same. I was so looking forward to finishing treatment yet when I did it was all a bit of an anti-climax. I still felt like an angry person with flu and I had a blub or two, mainly relief I think, that I had finally finished the orrible stuff.
Six months post tx now and results on the 19th of this month. Nice to have some hair again. Still got a bit of a short fuse though.

Done-kinda, it will get better, as with all things connected to hep c, it takes time. Treatment also messes with your head a bit too I think.