newly diagnosed

topic posted Wed, July 11, 2007 - 7:32 PM by  Adriana
Hey, everyone. I am a single mother of 2 young children and scared out of my mind. Although, I've done some research since my initial diagnosis just yesterday, I have learned that it is not as bad as I was thinking. Yet, I can't seem to keep myself from crying my eyes out. So here I am. What am I expecting be being here? I'm not sure, it just felt good to join the group for starters. I got more blood taken yesterday and went in for an ultrasound on my liver today and I guess I just have to sit back and wait. The future seems hopeful from reading your posts but why do I still feel so sad and lonely the way I do?
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Adriana
Texas
  • Re: newly diagnosed

    Thu, July 12, 2007 - 1:10 AM
    Hi Adriana

    I felt just the same when I was diagnosed. I think it's a sense of shock to realize that there is something wrong with you. There is such a lack of awareness and understanding that you feel alone with this virus. I felt I wanted to know everything about the disease and the exact state of my liver there and then, I soon learnt that it all takes time. Hep C is a slow moving disease so don't worry if things take time between tests.

    Like I said, I felt just like you and here I am , virus free and well. Keep us posted on what's happening and if you ever need anyone to talk to feel free to send me a message.

    Take care....Tracey
  • Re: newly diagnosed

    Fri, July 13, 2007 - 6:30 PM
    {{{Hi Adriana}}} I'm so sorry you're feeling so alone and frightened. I remember those feelings oh so well when I first found out. For me, it was from a form letter from the Blood Bank (in '96) after donating blood). I was shocked and devastated..sent me on at least a week-long crying jag, until I, like you, gave it time to sink in, get tests, do research and (very important) found others in the same boat for support. I'm glad you're feeling a bit better after realizing what a slow progressing disease it is...you've got time to sort it all out...and you know what? you are NOT alone...there are millions of us out here. (and I'm right next door to ya in louisiana :)

    Hope you'll come back and share your lab results...be sure to find out your viral load and your genotype - Both of those, along with a biopsy will give you a better idea of how to proceed.

    Sending you a big hug,
    Denise
    • Re: newly diagnosed

      Sat, July 14, 2007 - 9:05 AM
      Thank you guys for responding. I have been feeling better the last couple of days. I was also afraid of the reactions I might get from those I decided to tell. And actually it's nice to know I have a nice group of family and close friends that I can lean on for support. But I don't think I'm gonna be announcing to everyone I come around. I couldn't definitely say that I know how I got it or how long I've had it since this is the first time I've ever been tested. What's done is done and the important thing, I suppose, would be to take care of the situation. Thanks again, and yes, I will be updating when I get any news.
      • Re: newly diagnosed

        Sun, July 15, 2007 - 9:18 AM
        Your young so most likely you haven't had it that long in hepC time so your liver most likey is OK-Im sure of it. I think I have had it going on 40 years and my biopsies have been good. With the stuff coming out and your age not to worry. My daughter was 6 months old when I found out and I was really freaked thinking it was curtains and I'd never see her grow up. Now she's nine but I spent the first year of her life freaked about the hepC until I got emotional support. So, it is a shock but its you age is a big + And dont hesitate to get support if you obsess on it And Dont Drink-Take care-Art

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