Figured it was about time to post something in veiw of my semi hiatus and current condition. As many of you know I am awaiting a liver transplant, well in the past week my ascites and edema is no longer controlable by the meds I was on, this after increasing the dosage four fold. I was told my Bellirueban count is way up and I might show signs of yellowish skin and eyes soon (attractive huh?) I seem to be throwing up every several days and my nusea level has risen to a noticable point. On top of this I can barely eat because of he bloating and if I eat a little too much I throw up (beleive me I am eating very tiny portions but even those are too much sometimes. I also am having problems defecating properly and my platlet count is down.

I am told that this is related to either my liver not secreating properly and/or blood not flowing through my circulatory system properly. They are still figuring out how they want to attack this, I know part of it is they need to stimulate the different parts to get a proper flow going...

Anyway good to be back here...